So, I'm Karmen. I'm a nurse (currently out of work....) & I'm just writing because I can.
I live in a small south Ga. town with small minded people. Not their fault, just the truth. I'm happily married to a middle school teacher. I have 5 cats ( thank God I'm married or the 5 cats would not work in my favor) & I know that each of them are planning my demise. No children ( except the Hub.) and I have chronic anxiety.
I don't much care for people, or where they gather. I HATE going places, even my own backyard. I tend to break out in hives for no reason & I get really nervous @ the thought of going somewhere by myself. Been this way for a while. So, live with it, take your meds & go on with life right? Yea, not for this nurse. You see I have been cursed. No, it's true. I can't just have a mental condition like a "normal" person and call it a day. Oh no, I have to have myself a nice dose of Lupus on top of all that. Didn't know how much it can affect your mental well being. Apparently on top of my pre-disposed depression & panic disorder, Lupus can compound these conditions!!!!! Actually cause them!!! How awesome!!! Yep..... now I know that my problems are small in the grand scheme of things. Okay miniscule & pathetic when you think about it. But they are my problems & they are LARGE & IN CHARGE in my life. ( I do tend to over dramatise things.... but why not.)
I'm gonna let that be all for now. I feel as though I've already bored myself, not to mention anyone who reads this self induced pity party. But I will leave with these parting thoughts.......
Sorry I'm not home right now I'm walking into spiderwebs. So, leave a message & I'll call you back. A likely story, but leave a message & I'll call you back. :)
